Back for my MC..

The day my dad brought me back home, it was late.. so i thought my BB won't come to find me. But got a shock when she appeared infront of my house and surprised me.. and bluff me saying she wasn't coming.. yer... ^_^.. but i was really so happy to see her as my face was smiling so widely.. she brought me out for some drinks.. she is so caring. Am so proud to have her. As my 3 days ending, today we went out and had fun together.. went to watch shopaholic.. it's not a bad show.. it's meaningful.. anyway.. after that we played house of the dead 4... it's so crappy.. we die at the same stage again...anyway it was fun having the time to spend with her before i go NS again... haizz.. she's the best. And will be the best forever, never felt so much love, caring, and kindness in my life... thank god for her... Christine? Remember what i wisper keep that forever i'll be here forever... just stand this wall for two months with me.. i'm sure we can make it thru...^_^.. Love you!

MC from NS Camp..

NS is ok... but boring.. food was noooooot goooood... flies was everywhere. I found a dead fly in my food!!... then later at night got an upset stomach and started vomiting. the next day reported to Medic.. they gave me some weird med.. and the best was the doc gave me panadol for stomach pain.. is he crazy?! I'm not sick... weird la. My pain continue to go on for 3 days until admited to hospital... haizz.. on drips again!!... don't like it.. seeing food pass by me everyday but couldn't eat. well i stayed there for 3 days.. Christine was worried about me so much. Sorry i made you so worried and i'm far away. Then later got 3 days MC from doctor.. giving me plenty of med to take for one month.. haizz... feel so sick.. why can't he just let me out from camp forever!! I tomorrow i'm going back to camp.. hope the med work or not my pain will come back again.. then the same thing happens.. as i know my stomach is sensitive.. can't simply take food whenever i want.. or my stomach will get ugly... just see la...

5th day of our relationship...

it's been fine lately.... since the day we got together we just miss each other so much.. hmm hope that last.. even so... we went out yesterday.. to erm.. jonker walk. I hope i spell it right... haha!! it was fun.. but she couldn't stop looking for something to eat, so cute... she's like those girls where you think she is, but she's not. I love the way she is.. miss her so much. Erm sorry if I am too blurr sometimes just hope you can be patient with me.. and i know sometimes i make you mad and say things i shouldn't have, I'm still not a dead person i still feel stuff and i get jealoous sometimes... just hope you continue to love me and forgive my mistakes. And i'll surely too forgive you... love you.. XOXO!!

The Most Happiest Day Of My Life

I have never thought it was around the corner. the long wait has finally pay of... now i'm so happy. This moment I'll never forget in my life.. i really hope this will work out.. and that i bring happiness too... it means alot, even i know the chances are still low, I'm going to take this chance to make it right!.. I'll do my best. I hope you try too.. I'm sure you'll be proud. XOXO...